tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51890052011-04-21T12:30:26.586-07:00*AfterThoughts*the sick twisted little thoughts that roam my mind at night..with, of course, occasional mushy feelers thrown in..Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.comBlogger2251100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1121575416965590292005-07-16T21:42:00.000-07:002005-07-16T21:43:36.970-07:00i'm in such a mood...i just want somebody to yell and scream at, but i have nobody to do that...and i don't really like doing that, i mean i do but it's never a good idea to take any sort of anger out on another person...i'm sure it'd make me feel better though...*three last words..*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1120630249468260982005-07-05T23:00:00.000-07:002005-07-05T23:10:49.473-07:00hello!gosh...the past two days have been so lovely..i'll start with the Fourth...The Fourth...note the big dramatic font..heheso yesterday David and i went to Fort Vancouver to watch the fireworks...the biggest show put on west of the Mississippi and it was sooo good..we were there since noon so we killed lots of time walking around and whatnot...we ran into my cousin and her boyfriend too! i Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1120195439636893112005-06-30T22:21:00.000-07:002005-06-30T22:23:59.643-07:00hello!!!well, Dad WAS pleasantly surprised on Father's Day...hehe we cruised around and it was fun. and since then not too much else has happened...i think i might finally get the hang of driving a stick shift...so that's making me happy....and i'm in the search for a little pickup to buy....hehe i think i'ma ask Dad if i can get his....and also i have the best boyfriend there is. he's so Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1119201142414850372005-06-19T10:09:00.000-07:002005-06-19T10:12:22.420-07:00Happy Father's Day!!!woohoo i can't wait ta give Dad his gift...hehehe :) it's almost like i got him a car, except its his own car that he bought and has had for a while...i just got the plates and tags renewed...hehehe i think he'll be pleasantly surprised. i hope. lolALSO Happy Big Three...hehe MooWaa!*XOXOXOX*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1118982168777677532005-06-16T21:20:00.000-07:002005-06-16T21:22:48.783-07:00i need a new way to say hello...anyways, my gosh i'm tired! i really should be in bed but i just can't seem to get there...i'm not really in a mood, i kind of feel like i am but i'm pretty sure i'm not...and my computer is making irritating noises so i'm gonna leave you with that...*i didn't see cows in the forest but i saw one by a tree!*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1118553891300145002005-06-11T22:19:00.000-07:002005-06-11T22:24:51.306-07:00hello and such!lol..i had such a nice day today. my mom and dad and David and i went shopping...hehe i thought it was fun. we didn't buy a whole lot, but just being out with David and my parents was so nice. like i said we didn't do a whole lot but it was still a good day.and then we got home and David and i played rummy...lol i was doing so well AND THEN (lol) i had 80 points in my hand and Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1118208076201357502005-06-07T22:07:00.000-07:002005-06-07T22:21:16.206-07:00greetings!!!!i'm in such a delightful mood...hehe that's a good word, delightful...it's kind of like fantastic and fabulous and wonderful...vunderfal..hehe oh my! anyways, i've had a very nice day :) i spent it with my favorite person and i think we had a very productive day...hehehe we went everywhere...did pretty much nothing...visited his sister and just all kinds of good things :) and nowJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1117949015073156192005-06-04T22:17:00.000-07:002005-06-04T22:23:35.073-07:00Hello!I'm so happy. My goodness. I'm just, ah! lol...I'm in a good mood...I'm getting sleepy, but I'm in a good mood. And I don't have a whole lot else to say beyond that...there's things I want to say but I can't say them here and I can't say them at the moment anyways...lol I can't say them here at all....little eyes around you know. heh!*what did the lettuce say to the tomato? look what Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1117430091635980222005-05-29T22:09:00.000-07:002005-05-29T22:14:51.640-07:00hello!i'm sleepy..again..and gosh my foot is still broken! but i'm pretty sure i'm going to the doc hopefully sometime early this week...i had a pretty nice day today...ran into the couve to get some pics developed..and they turned out pretty nice..lol most of 'em..hahaand now i'm all sneezy so i think i'ma hit the hay..byebye!*i still tremble when we touch*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1117256885147471982005-05-27T22:01:00.000-07:002005-05-27T22:08:05.153-07:00woohooi don't know why i'm woohooing...i'm sleepy...i had an okay day though...David and i went and played in the water again :) i really really Like him...and before i go off getting all mushy, i'll just keep it all in my head for now...lol gosh i'm sleepy! and happy..hehe :)* *Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1117170239819950482005-05-26T21:55:00.000-07:002005-05-26T22:03:59.826-07:00greetings!wanna hear about my day? well too bad you're gonna hear it anyways...lol...i was having such a good day, it was so warm this morning and it was so pretty and just oh so nice...and i got my papers turned in :) and that makes me happy and its finally time to leave for home. well i was going to put gas in the car in washougal because its only two fifteen there...i pulled in behind a Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1117086958301358792005-05-25T22:54:00.000-07:002005-05-25T22:55:58.306-07:00oh my gosh i hate people!! stupid people that irritate me need to just go away....but the good news is those stupid people will be going away soon...school's almost out then they don't have to be in the car with me ever ever again :D*ya ham*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1116813640880975772005-05-22T18:58:00.000-07:002005-05-22T19:00:40.886-07:00im so bored!!!!!i really really wish it was bedtime...then i could be bored sleeping as opposed to bored awake...ahh!*i want oreos and whipped cream..*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1116566542294106352005-05-19T22:09:00.000-07:002005-05-19T22:22:22.300-07:00ya know..i get so stressed out about little things...and then something happens and makes me un-stress :) ... see, i'm almost to the end of school for the year and i have a 12 page-ish research paper thats due in a week and i'm on page 7...my paper is about the Mustang..big surprise huh? lol..well my English teacher isn't a car guy by any means...he told me that before i started writing...well Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1116308550758937622005-05-16T22:38:00.000-07:002005-05-16T22:42:30.763-07:00hello!i don't have a whole lot to say...i've had a nice day...and a really good weekend...well until we got woke up by drunks...oh my...but other than that it was really good...and that's all i have to say for now...i'll be back later...*if i bite ya i bet you'll like it*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1115612163750455772005-05-08T21:13:00.000-07:002005-05-08T21:16:03.756-07:00hello!guess what? i have news...news everybody should know...I Like somebody! hehe I Like him Alot...got any guesses of who it could be?? i'll give you one tiny little hint.....*DAVID*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1115530103909059962005-05-07T22:20:00.000-07:002005-05-07T22:28:23.913-07:00greetings!i have so much homework i need to be doing....15 page research paper to write...11 pages of definitions to remember...two chapters to read....gosh i dislike school a whole bunch. its dumb. and that's all i have to say about that...you know what i've discovered? happy things...David's the best. hehe..you shoulda heard the conversation on the phone...it was weird but nice ta hear :) Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1115097774521371442005-05-02T22:17:00.001-07:002005-05-02T22:22:54.520-07:00helloO!gosh...its so nice being happy. lol...ive had such a mood shift in the past couple of days...but i have my reasons :P hehe..oh my i'm oh so oh so so so happy. you have no idea. hehe..okay i'm done now. MooWaa!!! :) I Like You!*RAR!*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1115097735859926602005-05-02T22:17:00.000-07:002005-05-02T22:22:15.860-07:00helloO!gosh...its so nice being happy. lol...ive had such a mood shift in the past couple of days...but i have my reasons :P hehe..oh my i'm oh so oh so so so happy. you have no idea. hehe..okay i'm done now. MooWaa!!! :) I Like You!*RAR!*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1115008407373020332005-05-01T21:28:00.000-07:002005-05-01T21:33:27.373-07:00gosh...i have said and done so many stupid things today its been unbelievable. i'd love to elaborate...but it's not really anything that should been read by the general public...and those of you who do read this will know exactly what stupid things i've done because you were there when i did them!! i'm still so sorry. geeze. out of all the names in the world...and then the last thing....sorryJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1114925174082375942005-04-30T22:22:00.000-07:002005-04-30T22:26:14.083-07:00hello!!!so guess what? i'm not grumpy anymore today. well i'm sure i'ma little grumpy still...but not as bad as i was...AND i'm not crazy today either. which, by the way, i do apologize for and thank you so much for dealing with it. anyways, i don't remember what i was gonna say tonight...so i think with that i'll be going off to sleepy land now...*so a pirate walks into a bar*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1114662600339983212005-04-27T21:23:00.000-07:002005-04-27T21:30:00.340-07:00hi...i'm so grumpy. i don't feel good..stupid things...but i do have happy things to say...haha people are funny. especially people at Safeway. and not even the SAME Safeway! lol okay a while ago, mm couple three months ago or so...anyways before my most fantastic boyfriend and i were officially together he took me to get cheesecake because i was having a cheesecake krysis...anyways we're at Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1114578506713291762005-04-26T21:50:00.000-07:002005-04-26T22:08:26.713-07:00Greetings!!i'm so happy. so incredibily happy. this past month and a half-ish have been so great. see, what i failed to mention on a previous post was that i have this boyfriend...this amazing, incredible boyfriend...and the only reason that i didn't say anything was because i didn't wanna seem too giddy...but, i'm all full of giddy and it's gotta go somewhere! heehe...its so nice to be happyJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1114403872622009782005-04-24T21:36:00.000-07:002005-04-24T21:37:52.623-07:00Hi David!!MooWaa!*and that's the way the cookie crumbles*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1113538784498169002005-04-14T21:17:00.000-07:002005-04-14T21:19:44.500-07:00hello!!chinese food is soooo good! mm..hehe*the ones with the most power are those who have power over themselves...in bed!*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1112506319552713672005-04-02T21:26:00.000-08:002005-04-02T21:31:59.553-08:00greetings!!i have so much damn spyware and adware and every other kind of ware on my computer it's not even funny!!! and i've got S&D and adaware and you'd think that they'd find all of this crap and make it go away right? nope. something's still there...i keep getting popups for cheap valium and vicodin...lol bastards...it just popped up again! anyways i just thought i'd put something here Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1111907494723651272005-03-26T23:09:00.000-08:002005-03-26T23:11:34.726-08:00ahh!im so tiredits been a long week. on sunday i went to my sister's house...she lives 4 hours from home...and i came back on thursday so that i could see my cousin who's preggers and meet her boyfriend...we had lots of fun..lol. then friday i spent the day watching movies and relaxing with my very nifty favorite person :) and then today i went with him to take his brother and sister back to Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1111299746467510112005-03-19T22:14:00.000-08:002005-03-19T22:22:26.466-08:00hello!i don't have much to talk about..VROOM! lol..i need sleep..and i think i'm going there shortly.. hmm, this isn't a very productive post..*say the word and tonight i'll follow you anywhere*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1111039078284377342005-03-16T21:54:00.000-08:002005-03-16T21:57:58.286-08:00i'm so sad..i think things all the time, things i shouldn't think because they just make me sad...and when i don't think these things somebody (mainly the person i love thinking these things about) brings something up that closely regards the first things i shouldn't think about...and it makes me so sad hearing him say those things...because they make me really happy, but to make me happy i'd Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1110853101196503332005-03-14T18:13:00.000-08:002005-03-14T18:18:21.210-08:00hello!guess what? i got more cheescake today :) hehe.. N Y City style biznitch! tasty...and what else..that was about the extent of my day...there were creepy people at Safeway undressing me with their eyes... :S i really needed a body guard! but alas, i didn't have one, but i did survive! lol..and my cheesecake, mm..and that's about it...i'd love to tell you stories :) hehe oh i have some Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1110607537708672022005-03-11T21:58:00.000-08:002005-03-11T22:05:37.710-08:00sleepie! hehehello!i apparently have new friends...i was visiting with one of my mm lets say relatives cuz that's what she is tonight...and she was telling me that she was talking to my mom before i got there, and my mom had two girls stop by looking for me...and she didn't know who they were and i don't know who they were because i only have two female friends and both of them drive and these Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1110519904383332002005-03-10T21:42:00.000-08:002005-03-10T21:45:04.386-08:00I GOT MY CHEESECAKE!!!!mm it was tasty! hehe..its gone now though and i'm sad, :( but i know where to find more!! and today was a really good day :) funny people said things that made me happy*hehe..things i can't say*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1110350363074849462005-03-08T22:36:00.000-08:002005-03-08T22:39:23.076-08:00VROOM!lol..i've lost it. i'm so sleepie..i need to go to bed! but i'm here! hehehe...i'm thinking about getting food, i really really want cheesecake!! but i have no cheesecake, :( and there's no where to get cheesecake around here at 10:44 in the p.m. so i'll have to wait until tomrorow for cheesecake. hehe..mm oh i'm hungry!*i wish i had a cheesecake store*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1110056361217383942005-03-05T12:42:00.000-08:002005-03-05T12:59:21.220-08:00greeetings and suchits really cold in my house!! its not all that warm outside either...but burr!!! i'm looking for food too..im kinda hungry...kay ive got other very important things i need to do so bye bye!*g-g-g-g-g-unit!*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1109740603436526252005-03-01T21:14:00.000-08:002005-03-01T21:16:43.436-08:00ya know..i really hate how things happen..its like nothing i want to work out ever works out. and im so sick of pretending everything is okay. everything is far from okay.. and i can't even talk about it, i don't know where to start or how to start...and if i did i'm sure that'd just fuck it all up even more*what is it about me that you can't stand?*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1109648570701306662005-02-28T19:40:00.000-08:002005-02-28T19:42:50.703-08:00i'm so sleepie!!!......*i can't stop the way i feel*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1109453134483309302005-02-26T13:18:00.000-08:002005-02-26T13:25:34.486-08:00oh my gosh!!!the other day..mm Thursday it was, LOL! i went into town with David..and we stopped to get gas in Stevenson. well he went in to pay for it and this truck pulls up to the pump next to us. the guy who works at the gas station comes out and tells the guy in the truck that he's not gonna pump his gas and that he's not welcome there because every time he drives by he's always flipping Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1109125653970965642005-02-22T18:22:00.000-08:002005-02-22T21:07:01.713-08:00lookie lookie!!it doesn't have any kind of formal title...but i hope it makes you very sad!! hehelying awake at nightstaring at days gone bycaptured by these mere pieces of paperpage after page of glossy reflectionsopen old woundsand my eyes fill themselves with sadnessthrough the black box come the words"whatever it takes or how my heart breaks.."my breath stopsand my hands begin to Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1109017616661281112005-02-21T12:21:00.000-08:002005-02-21T12:26:56.663-08:00hello!pretty pink font..hehe. i'm really bored...and i don't want to do my homework...i have to write a four page paper on massage therapy, and it's due tomorrow..well the draft is due tomorrow but i still have to write it and i don't want to...um...RARR!*i just wish you'd realize..*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1108872991017858282005-02-19T20:06:00.000-08:002005-02-19T20:16:31.016-08:00salutations!so i went and saw hide and seek last night..and i don't like robert deniro anymore..lol freak. and that little girl...she's scary too..anyways, um i've had a boring day..and some really messed up dreams! not like scary messed up, but like lots of sex messed up...and that's all i'm gonna say because that's all you need to know...and i don't have anything else to say..so i'm gonna go.Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1108772351352434502005-02-18T16:03:00.000-08:002005-02-18T16:19:11.413-08:00look look!!!Unhealthy ObsessionIt's hard to decideWhen you're both so gorgeous,Windveil Blue or Redfire Metallic...How will I choose?Looks aren't everything, I have a need for speed.320 foot-pounds of torqueAnd 300 Ponies should do.Your fuel injection linesPump adrenaline through my viensAnd Flowmaster 40s singMusic to my ears.We fit like a glove,Hold on to me tight.I'm in my red GT, Wanna go forJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1108621820668462102005-02-16T22:28:00.000-08:002005-02-16T22:30:20.670-08:00sleeepiei need to go to bed....and i just hit the o button four times trying to find the i button...then i hit the p button once and then the u button...lol kay ima go now*my name is el Rico Suavae*Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1108016931208771112005-02-09T22:12:00.000-08:002005-02-09T22:28:51.206-08:00hello!!!
you know i really need to stop doing stupid things..lol i changed my belly button ring AGAIN and i've only had it done for a month a week and two days...and you're supposed to wait i believe two to six months for it to completely heal before you mess with it....well, lol i had to get one that matched my current necklace that i'm never taking off..lol its a Pony :) vRoom...and it's silverJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1107830979406568002005-02-07T18:42:00.000-08:002005-02-07T18:49:39.406-08:00hello!
um..i'm trying to think of something to say..moo? ... no no, i didn't do much of anything exciting today...and i have no things that made me angry to talk about....i do have a really nice story from yesterday, oh my so nice...but i can't share that with you...hehe relax...
*i wish you WERE the love fairy..then you'd make it all okay* :)
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1107583181485907942005-02-04T22:05:00.000-08:002005-02-04T21:59:41.486-08:00do you ever have those days where EVERYbody annoys you? friends, family, teachers...life in general? i'm having one...and i don't know what to do. i want to go do something, but i can think of about two people who aren't angering me right now and they're both busy...i don't think i know what to do anymore...
*gonna go to sleep and never wake up*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1107497889760100312005-02-03T22:20:00.000-08:002005-02-03T22:18:09.760-08:00hello!!!
i'm SO tired..and my legs hurt SO bad! i worked out not yesterday but the day before and i haven't been since about May..and i over-did it and oh my gosh i can hardly walk!! lol it looks like a buncha black guys gang raped me...anyways um..oh today was my mommy's birthday...and so my daddy and i made plans for me to get cake n whatnot after school...and i did, and we gave it to her...Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1107301204427351022005-02-01T15:35:00.000-08:002005-02-01T22:06:02.796-08:00A Compilation of Words
it's ridiculous being in this room
stacks of jello shooters all around
do you want to run away?
i promise to play nice.
Monopoly, Twister, Candyland if you like
i'll even lick the lollipop! but i can't share
cuz that'd be icky..
fingerpainting and memories of Duck Duck Goose
the world sure has changed
think i'm crazy yet?
RAR
KrazY likeJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1107119276195012822005-01-30T13:07:00.000-08:002005-01-30T15:36:54.866-08:00my day has been so boring!! i've done nothing of interest...i got up...ate cereal...went to church...all of which were boring...i came home, ate pizza, played nfsu2...that wasn't boring, just frustrating...damn thing keeps beating me..lol but my Pony goes faster now...hehe...and then lets see, i stopped that, and the phone rang...and i had a whole three minute conversation, big surprise there...Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1107048595319146602005-01-29T17:24:00.000-08:002005-01-29T17:29:55.320-08:00hello!
so i went to the auto show in P-Town today..and it was mostly fun. i saw the Pony :) and i sat in the Pony..and oh my i saw the Ford GT...geezus that thing looks so fast...but the Pony..oh my..mm..hehe pretty pretty cars ....
*get on top 'n ride like a rodeo*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1106889086174868662005-01-27T21:10:00.000-08:002005-01-27T21:11:26.176-08:00VROOM!
*i'm gonna eat you alot*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1106807022441826932005-01-26T22:19:00.000-08:002005-01-26T22:23:42.443-08:00im so sleepy...oh so sleepy...so sleepy and tired and bored!! hehe..i think im going beddy by by now...sooo you all have a nice day or night..or even morningafternoonevening! whatever the case may be
*i'm gonna eat you*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1106701659037086852005-01-25T16:55:00.000-08:002005-01-25T17:07:39.050-08:00hello!!
oh my today was bad!! GRR. i had to go to school...and that means i had to drive...and that means there were many many stupid people on the roads...some guy didn't use his blinker when he was coming over in front of me and that made me angry...and then people don't understand the concept of a green light meaning GO...and then on the way home this old woman cut me off goin at least 75 Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1106632814354736542005-01-24T21:59:00.000-08:002005-01-24T22:00:14.353-08:00hello!
hehe
*a psssafist!!*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1106459693552042362005-01-22T21:50:00.000-08:002005-01-22T21:54:53.553-08:00hello!
i don't really have much to say that won't get me into trouble...so let's just say that i have this friend...and she's doing things she really shouldnt....lol i'm kidding!! mostly, well i don't have a friend doing bad things...
*i'm thinking of a number between 1 and 2*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1106274102090112782005-01-20T18:03:00.000-08:002005-01-20T18:21:42.090-08:00ya know..i wish i could say something..but i don't know what i want to say..i wish i could hear something..but i know i'll never hear what i want to hear..i wish i could just go back, go away, and make it alright again..
*whips 'n chains..HANDCUFFS!*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1106206307878733672005-01-19T23:28:00.000-08:002005-01-19T23:31:47.876-08:00BIG FONT!! its HOOOGE!! hehe
oh my goodness...you all remember my last week right? all that bad stuff that happened n blah blah n so forht? well that affected ... effected? ... anyways it effed up my sleeping!!!! I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!!! OH NO!! hehe but not to worry, i took some sleeping pills and they're kicking in and OH MY!!!!! say goodnight Jill
*goodnight Jill!!*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1106086765576219892005-01-18T14:13:00.000-08:002005-01-18T23:46:10.380-08:00Hello!!
i got out of the house today! yay..lol and we made the news this morning!! "its like a warzone" ... lol ... people have issues. it was pretty bad though. the power went out last night and didn't come back on until three this morning, and i'm SO terrified in the dark so i couldn't sleep because i didn't have my nightlight :( and i didn't want to run out the batteries in my flashlight...lolJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1105948965750314132005-01-17T01:00:00.000-08:002005-01-17T00:02:45.750-08:00omg i'ma ram my head into the fucking wall..
i'm just SO sick of shit. all of it!! GO AWAY!!!!
*get over it*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1105911196405542922005-01-16T13:38:00.000-08:002005-01-16T13:33:16.406-08:00burr!!
its still so cold. it snowed though! well first it freezing rained...then snowed, then stopped, then started again a little, and now its just cold. and im quite bored but i can't do what i wanna do because first off i'm stuck at home and second off because what i wanna do is busy...lol! that sounded so wrong...anyways, um..lol..i'll just go before i dig myself deeper
*almost more thanJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1105750760223951672005-01-14T16:56:00.000-08:002005-01-14T16:59:20.223-08:00it's so cold. inside, outside...everywhere...i'm freezing. and really tired...you wouldn't believe how exhausting crying all week would be...not constant crying but every night and throughout the day...i hope next week goes better than this one...
*this is where the fun stops*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1105674768517986822005-01-13T19:56:00.000-08:002005-01-13T19:52:48.516-08:00do you ever get tired of things? well i guess i'm not tired of anything...i'm just very depressed. see, a few nights ago one of my friend's friends committed suicide...so he and i have been talking and i just wish so much i could run away to him and we could be sad together...and then yesterday, my daddy had a horrible day at work because of this bitch he has to work with. i wish she would Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1105579465607114062005-01-12T17:19:00.000-08:002005-01-12T17:24:25.606-08:00hello there
this is something i wrote in my poetry class..JUST BECAUSE I FELT LIKE IT...IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING...anyways, i should clarify and say that i composed it...our assignment was to make a poem out of magazine headline clippings and such...lol..here goes:
The New Hope for Men
today, more than ever, isn't it great to know
somebody eats it
and when she does
a duo of DuchessesJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1105513019498111452005-01-11T22:55:00.000-08:002005-01-11T22:56:59.496-08:00heloo!!!
i've been up for almost a whole day!!! well no not really...i still have a ways to go BUT i'm getting dizzy and my typing seems slanted ... so i'm going away away away now ...
*fingerpainting...the edible kind*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1105339527936969622005-01-09T22:32:00.000-08:002005-01-09T22:45:27.936-08:00hello!
im so...tired. tired of everything. mostly though of myself whining about things and stressing about things and being sad about certain things...i really wish i could just let everything out. let everybody know how i feel. undo things i've done. and i think i might be less crazy and bitchlike all the time...anyways, that's all for now....
*i wish i could tell you i love you*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1105082018468935102005-01-06T23:09:00.000-08:002005-01-06T23:13:38.466-08:00sad salutations...
i really dislike stupid people. there's these stupid people in my life right now, and i just can not deal with them. you see, these stupid people act like my best friends one day, and then the next they seem to not even know i exist. and i'm fucking sick of it. i'm also sick of the way i feel towards these stupid people. i care so much for these stupid people, so much i Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1104992722470691782005-01-05T22:30:00.000-08:002005-01-05T22:25:22.470-08:00hi..
i'm so, .... angry? sad? confused? i don't really know anymore. i do know that i can't keep wrestling with these things i'm wrestling with...and i so wish that i could just get it all out in the open, but i know that if i do it wouldn't help matters. i'm pretty sure it would just make matters worse...sigh...
it sucks being a girl. we have so much to deal with ALL the time. there's Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1104909632929530212005-01-04T23:17:00.000-08:002005-01-04T23:20:32.930-08:00i don't know how much more of this i can take...i feel so empty inside, so...everything bad and awful you could possibly think of and then some...
*even when my arms are empty i'm still holdin' on to you*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1104734149444740942005-01-02T22:16:00.000-08:002005-01-05T21:46:20.243-08:00i love you. i want to be able to. i want you to love me and be happy together and let nothing else matter. but i screwed up. i think i should have been stronger and said no, but it was like everything was okay again and back to normal and i didn't want to lost it a second time. but i did.
i should just let go and stop obcessing...but i can't. i'd do anything for you. anything. i can't stand the Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1104652420101912182005-01-01T23:58:00.000-08:002005-01-01T23:53:40.103-08:00Two-thousand and Five
...my goodness, when did it all get so complicated? i wish i could go back to the days where the only thing that mattered was staying inside the lines..and fighting over who ate the paste in the cup. but alas, we grow up..grow apart..and there's not really anything any one of us can do about it...call it fate, call it karma, call it what you will..what happens is going to Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1104482443629462522004-12-31T01:32:00.000-08:002004-12-31T00:40:43.630-08:00Greetings and Merry New Year's Eve Day!
i was going to post this first section last night because i was updating my profile and thought it was just the funniest thing..the random questions you know..well it wouldnt let me put this on there because of too many letters..soo i've decided to make it a blog entry..so, enjoy!!!
Random Question: Why does the taste of pennies remind you of losing a Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1104389035644722272004-12-29T22:42:00.000-08:002004-12-29T22:43:55.643-08:00Hello..
slkdfjslkj45! i hate this so much. and i can't even say WHAT i hate so much....lfakjdflkjw45...maybe i'll be more articulate and such later...
*i wanna scream until i have no voice left*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1104309956669515172004-12-29T01:35:00.000-08:002004-12-29T00:45:56.670-08:00Hello..
i'm such a terrible person...i do these horrendous things and by doing these horrendous things i'm going to end up ruining good things..one of which i might have already ruined..*sigh* and that makes me so sad, and i don't know what i should do...should i try to fix it or just let time heal it..until i decide i guess i'll just cry, i know that doesn't solve anything but maybe it'll make Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1104135071624223832004-12-27T01:04:00.000-08:002004-12-27T13:11:54.900-08:00Hi..
oh my God ima shoot somebody..im so sick of whining and complaining and just lajglkdajtkl4j5lk24jtlkjlskejrkw
eh, i just..eh
i'ma go before i say something i'll most likely regret..
*.. .. .. .... .... ... .....*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1103768979722065362004-12-22T18:22:00.000-08:002004-12-22T18:29:39.723-08:00Salutations!!
oh my gosh! i have stories! well not stories like the stories i oh so want to tell you but can't, but stories i CAN tell you..hehe kay here goes, yesterday Sean and i went shopping...in Vancouver, my goodness..lol...it was fun, some bitch in an suv got all pissed at me because i was in the way of a parking lot enterance but i couldn't go anywhere because there were cars in front Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1103422099972749902004-12-18T17:57:00.000-08:002004-12-18T18:08:19.973-08:00my goodness do i have stories for you...first lets backtrack to my shopping day..remember my shopping day? well here we go...
Shopping!!
first i'll recap. i went shopping on, mm Wednesday i believe it was with David and it was so much fun...most fun i've had in a while. anyways, people (who shall remain nameless..mom and Cody) got pissed at me for it. i should be able to make my own Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1103225921741612422004-12-16T11:32:00.000-08:002004-12-16T11:38:41.740-08:00Hello!
oh my goodness, yesterday was so much fun!...i went Christmas shopping, and i'm so sick of shopping! lol but a friend came with me n we took his Pony..oh my..and anywhoo we went ta Vancouver to the mall..where the things i bought were mostly for me..lol..and then headed home, oh gosh we saw one'a the new Ponies..rar..and then we headed home n then decided to go to Hood River..lol..so we Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1103098399558352892004-12-15T01:11:00.000-08:002004-12-15T00:13:19.556-08:00i've decided..and it's now official, that i am a bitch. i'm a bad person, i do bad things, therefore i am a bitch..just thought you'd all like to know
*please forgive me*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102829316755324402004-12-11T21:22:00.000-08:002004-12-11T21:28:36.756-08:00Hello!!!!
OH MY GOD I JUST GOT BACK FROM TEST DRIVING A BRAND NEW 05 MUSTANG!!!!!!! it was red...GT...V8...and it sounded so fucking mean! geezus...i can't believe it...ahh, i'm still having trouble breathing!!!! and the ass on that thing, DAMN! i wanna go again!!! hehe..oh such a beautiful piece of car...kay i need ta go now n take care of some things...hehehe
*let's run*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102805415982246262004-12-11T14:00:00.000-08:002004-12-11T14:50:15.983-08:00Hello!
what a great day..granted its cold n rainy..its still great :) and OH my gosh i totally forgot i was writing on here..i started at two and now it's 2:55..haha..lol i just emailed my foreign friend n had a crisis and i totally forgot i was telling you all about the great day that it is..hehehe..well, its great and that's all that matters!!!
lol..ima go now
buh bye
*wanna play?*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102670572145944212004-12-10T01:13:00.000-08:002004-12-10T01:22:52.146-08:00Words of an Angry Girl
I love you,
but I hate you
I want to be together,
but I never want to see you again
I want to put you on a pedestal,
but I hope you fall and break
I want to hurt you
like you hurt me
I want you to suffer through the days
and be tormented at nights
I want to see you cry
and beg me for mercy
And then, I'll watch you slowly decay into a state of empty, worthless, Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102661857478040772004-12-09T22:52:00.000-08:002004-12-09T22:57:37.476-08:00i hate earaches...i'm a wimp and i don't deal with pain well...but this i can't take at all...i really want my advil to kick in...or the vitamin e oil...something, anything...
*crying again*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102626537747846962004-12-09T13:03:00.000-08:002004-12-09T13:08:57.746-08:00Greetings!
i'm DONE. so happy, no more school until January!! yay...i had my last final today, my nazi hell pe final..and i got a B on it..so that gave me a C in the class, so that made me happy :) i really thought i was gonna fail...lol
OH and i got to sell my books back n got 81.50 ... so that made me happy too :) and then i came home, n that's been the extent of my day so far...my ears areJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102576086346591912004-12-08T22:58:00.000-08:002004-12-08T23:08:06.346-08:00Hello there!!
its been SUCh a long day! but a really good one :) ...i Christmas shopped but didnt really buy anything because i dont know what to buy...BUT i do know one thing that i HAVE to get tomorrow..hehe Sean, hehe.. :) i'll give you ONE more last hint...5 :)
kay so the rest of my day, i got home n had to finish the nazi pe hell study notes for my final tomorrow..9 effing pages..9pt font.Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102489882115602922004-12-07T23:04:00.000-08:002004-12-07T23:11:22.116-08:00Hello!
Oh my...ya think ya know what's goin on then BAM! life throws a curveball...i kind of expected this one though, and i think i like it..no i KNOW i like it..*sigh* it scares me too, but..its happy scared..and i don't care if that doesn't make sense you jerks! lol..i just, :)
*can't breathe..*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102370017649493012004-12-06T13:58:00.000-08:002004-12-06T13:53:37.650-08:00Hello!
Two more days...only two more..yay! hehe..today wasnt too too bad i guess..i got done with my final an hour early, n i got an A on my last paper :) so that makes me happy...n now i'm just rambling on until a friend gets done with his bloggy thingy so i can read it..he tells me its good :) hehe..kay so im going away now
buh bye
*in the back row at the movies*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102288920771275552004-12-05T15:16:00.000-08:002004-12-05T15:22:00.770-08:00Oh me oh my..
school sucks! geezus! i just spent two hours making up study notes for my music final tomorrow...get this, FIVE pages full of typed stuff and then 28 notes cards of yet more terms i need to know...i'll study later..lol..and i still have psych homework to do...but on the upside my English stuff is done :) mmkay well i'm off to do the psychology homework...and then work on my study Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102201632240661752004-12-04T15:04:00.000-08:002004-12-04T15:07:12.240-08:00do you ever regret stuff? important stuff that if you would have picked it when you had the chance it would change your life? don't you just hate that? i know i shouldn't dwell on the past since theres no chance of it ever being changed, but i can't help it. i'm just so unhappy right now...i hate everything, i want to run away and never come back...and i'm so sick of wondering and waiting...
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1102140858149446822004-12-03T22:19:00.000-08:002004-12-03T22:14:18.150-08:00Greetings and Salutations and Such!
it's SO cold..my my my it's cold...THREE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT! yay..only three more days 'til break..thank goodness..i'm so sick of it! ah, but i don't want to get into it..and i don't really want to talk, i mean i do but i can't talk to the person i want to talk to..SO i do believe that i am going to make myself a snack..cheese tortinili n a nummy sauce thankJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1101791130619976182004-11-29T20:58:00.000-08:002004-11-29T21:05:30.620-08:00Hello!
oh my gosh, AH! i don't really know what that was about..i'm tired and still dying :( and my ears are KILLING me..oh i'm scared to think of what the morning will bring for them... :S Anyways, it's COLD! brr! i had a point to something i was going to say...but in the midst of thinking about food and happy things :) i forgot...so if my happy thing reads this, i have three words for you...Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1101714514385310802004-11-28T23:47:00.000-08:002004-11-28T23:48:34.386-08:00muahhahah...spring break ;)
*we got this*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1101622808120730902004-11-27T22:11:00.000-08:002004-11-27T22:20:08.120-08:00hello!
would you like to hear about my day? well too bad you're going to anyways!!! wooooohahaha...actually no i'm going to tell you about the good part of yesterday..i know right, how could yesterday be good? well this is how: my friend Sean came down from the Zoo and i made him watch a movie..hehe, then we went driving and i took him up over the Ridge in his 2WD truck, oh my...lol it was soJilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1101500127442188132004-11-26T13:09:00.000-08:002004-11-26T12:15:27.443-08:00ailsurflkdjg'dg
i fucking hate doctors. i'm so pissed. i went to the doctor today because i'm dying remember? well the jackass tells me that its "probably" a virus and it'll "eventually" go away...what the fuck? and it's not strep because the test came back negative...fucking A i could have told you that!! then he's got the nerve to give me a damn prescription for Roubutussin...you can buy Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1101449538655368272004-11-25T22:04:00.000-08:002004-11-25T22:12:18.656-08:00Happy Turkey Day!!
Four score and seven years ago the Pilgrims landed at Beacon Rock..lol. damn straight they did ;) anyways, i hope everybody had a fantastic day!! i'm still alive and so i had a pretty good day, lol. welp tomorrow i'm off to the quack in the box so wish me well
*yeah well i went to the zoo yesterday and now i'm a koala bear!*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1101335799053787902004-11-24T14:32:00.000-08:002004-11-24T14:36:39.053-08:00*cough* hi..
i think i'm dying, well i'm not really..i just feel like crap. i have this swollen tonsil and my throat hurts sooo bad, and then i've got this cough..it sucks. i can't get into the doc in the box until Friday, so lets hope im not incompassitated by then
*eat that pie tubby!!! mm..pie*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1101009189701709202004-11-20T19:44:00.000-08:002004-11-20T23:13:39.813-08:00Hello! just so you know, this is all stolen copyrighted material, but it has a good point just the same...
'cause i'd do anything to make it right, lets be us again...i wanna make this work so much it hurts...you were the first, so i was i...i'd give you the world if you'd give mine back...one more sunset baby i'd be satisfied...for a moment, all the world was right...and i'd see you, in part Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1100410984549369152004-11-13T21:38:00.000-08:002004-11-13T21:43:04.550-08:00Hello All
im really bored..and feeling annoyed..and remember the little versions of me mud wrestling in my head?? well i'm down ta two..the one in the pink and the one in the green..i think there might be a ref too but she's in the conference room or somewhere..*sigh* i think i'm actually going away now..i don't have a whole lot to say anyways soo..i'm off
*only the Baptists move diagonal!!*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1100069216783109062004-11-09T22:42:00.000-08:002004-11-09T22:46:56.783-08:00im losing my grip
i dont know what to do
i want to be happy
i want to be with you
i cant turn back now
im stuck with my choice
but it wouldnt be so
if i only raised my voice..
i miss you so much
and think of you all the time
hoping that maybe somehow
you'll again be mine..
*i never thought i'd die alone*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1099897941158694152004-11-07T23:03:00.000-08:002004-11-07T23:15:07.126-08:00Moo says the cow..in other words, hello!
i'm SO very tired and somewhat el confusado..it's like there's these little versions of me in my head, one for each emotion and/or crayz attachment to some"thing"...and they're all mud wrestling in bikinis because they ALL want their way but that just won't work..the one in the red bikini wants to go back to this one "thing" and make it work, the one in Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1099724748189926532004-11-05T23:01:00.000-08:002004-11-05T23:05:48.190-08:00HELLO!!!!
ahhhhh
im so hyper and thinking naughty things..naughty things indeed
anyways, im writing a research paper about the glorious Mustang..vroom..so thats just agitating me more..they're so sexy and ahh..mm..Pony
kay bye bye now before i really freak out ; )
*ba-dunk-a-dunk*
Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5189005.post-1099463495112383302004-11-02T22:35:00.000-08:002004-11-02T22:31:35.113-08:00gloomy gus..
hi
so today has sucked. i had this paper that was due for my music class Monday. well i forgot it was due Monday and it wasn't done so i spent all day yesterday trying to get it done...and anyways i saved what i had to a disk and tried to finish it today, well the disk wouldn't work! so then i called mom and was going to have her email it to me, and i forgot to tell her one of Jilly Bearhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07818114442709548279noreply@blogger.com0